if use one word to describ my feeling now: exhausted!!!!

 

if use three words to describ: exhausted! exhausted! exhausted.......

 

too tired to write anything. i just sold my sumsang E810C. say goodbuy to it and hope his new owner will treat it well. i sold it at surprisingly lower price...150SD, i need money to go home....home...i miss home..........55555555

after heard some news from other friends, i realized that I really waste a lot of time on watching TV, movie, and shopping. and I waste a lot of money as well. I should write to myself and let me remember that I should work harder, really. If I did not work hard, the dream will fly away. and I have a big pitfall that I do not have perseverance. when I decide to do sth, i must really concentrate to do it and FINISH it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!sometimes, i always did it well at thr beginning, but can not finish it or toughly finish it in the end. this is really a bad habbit. like todays experiemnt, i decide to finish it until 9. but when at dinner time, i do not want to do it then i give up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

shame for me. and I have a lot of thing like this. in this way, I am not a good person. should correct this habbit in any way!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!must remember!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

after year 2, the thing I regret most is the exam of the fluids. i did it so bad that I got A- for this subject.I did really hard for that subject,and I really need to change my way to study and have some new improved method to get higher score.

to sum up, in second year, I try very hard in acdemic area, but the result is not good. i need to whar's wrong and hopefully i can make a improvement nest year. i saw the class schedul today, next sem should also be a tough sem, but I try myself that I can do it and make it better.

inspired by juyi, i also write my feelings about all our profs in this sem.

 

Prof Santoash: He is a strict teacher who use many notations, who told us he taught us the most advanced mass transfer, who gave us total score 1000 quiz, who asked difficult questions during the presentation. but i really think he is a good researcher and thinker. as a lecturer, his way maybe a little bit special, but fine by me.

 

Prof Avrind: really a gentleman. he probabely is the only one lecturer who taught us for the whole semster. he make the unit operation interesting.i heard that he is going to get merried. all the best.

 

Dr Teo: such a good and nice man, I always feel so lucky that he is our thermo lecturer, otherwise thermo will become a pretty boring and tough subject.

 

Prof Marry: she is my idol, since she can achieve such a accomplishment being as a women.

 

Prof Yang YanHui: I really regret that I meet Prof Yang so late. He is my favorest lecturer. he is so funny and I really like his confident. PS.His English is really good.

 

Prof ChenYuan: I guess his is a genius so that he can be an assit Prof by such a young age. Of course I also impressed by the level of his popularity.

 

basically, these are the major lecturers taught us core subject this sem, thank you so much for the excellent performance and professional attitude. I have learnt a lot of things in this semester.

 

 

 

 

孙卉

I really can not imagine that i am writing the blog in the lab..but this is what i am doing right now. every day, lab seems to become my room, it is not like I want, it is like I have to, since the Ph.D is really hard working, and if i want to learn sth from hers, I had better to stay in the lab.

how can I say about the life these day? i can not find an english word to describmy feellings right now,there is nothing than " yu men" can better explain my mood.

I miss home so much. every time, when it is close to the date to go home, I have the strong feeling of homesickness. this time i still not able to stay at home for longer priod, but being home is already enough for me. I always remind myself that, i should cherish the time now and make good use of every moment.

all the best to my dear friends:

xiong beili wil have interview next monday.truthfully from bottom of my heart hope she can achieve what she wants. sometimes, happiness is such a simple thing.

Bo juyi will go to Califonia, the dream place of mine. and go to berkeley, the dream school of mine. maybe next year, if i have money i may consider the summer study. good luck for her. that is so worthy to explore.

yan qi, who is back to china. maybe have good reunion to her family and relatives, and eating...

I do not know what should I name this blog, so I always name it no subject which mean basically I will write nothing important. I will write wharever comes to my mind. I really regret that I regist for the intersem, it is so troublesome, I just say goodbey to my mass transfer project, here comes the nanotechnology project. and my group member are so strong. today is friday, I  am supposed to discuss with them on monday, but I really really do not want to search the web for topic and even do not like to think about it....i just want to enjoy life and do nothing, absolute nothing.

 

second thing is that after I decide go with joyi and bear for buying food to cook, I got the news that the wenzhao will go the lab tomorrow. since this time she will use the method of digesting at the same time by 2 enzymes, I really do not want to miss this part. what I can do is only to cancle with juyi and bear. I hope they will forgive me. recently I feel like I have not attent all the programs they are doing, I just focus on my own thing, so one big regret is that I should send YanQi to the airport, Yan Qi, I feel so sorry to you. but hopfully we are good friends, and as long as they know I miss them, it should be OK.

I was thinking that I lost the interests to writing the blog, after that I realized that writing blog is a good thing to do when you are really boring, I spend the whole day and doing nothing....I just want to have a good rest, after terrible mass transfer, I still got intersem (with stupid project), and the URECA. I know that this should be my last URECA, since this year I totally messed up my exam. hence I try my best to do the URECA. however, there are always some problem during the lab and we did not know the reasons. hence, to sum up, acually, I was frustrated by the experiment. and that mass transfer project. whenever I thinking about that, it was like a nightmare aroung me and can not get over it. we did it so bad that even professors said to us that we should preared more and had a deeper understanding. my team focus on the wrong aspect of the paper. maybe because that paper is really difficult. ai~

but still need a optimistic attitude, we can not lost the hope of the futher.

jia you!!!fighting!

hi~doing the whole day for lab...really tired. and I have make a really big mistake that I must learn from it and remember for the rest of my life....the mistake which is nealy cost my life. I did the electrophoresis for running the DNA, and the material use inside the gel is extrmely toxic which could lead to the skin cancer, i did the experiment with sinere precausion, and I use two gloves, but one point is missing is that I did not wear lab coat, since all of the technicians are all not wearing lab coat. that is not the excuse for my mistake, I should wear labcoat even though no body is wearing it. after I did the experiment, I took off my glove, I found that there is some fluid stick on my hand, then I realised that there are some water on my clothes, that is why my hand is wet. I quickly wash the hand and try to remember why there is some water. I did not touch any of the instrument on the table, and if there are some chances, whether this water is toxic or not, you can imagin, what is the situation like this, I really pay attention to this experiment, but, there are some times that you always make a mistake no matter how much you take care of. I thought I could die due to cancer. hence I ask my boyfriend to take care of my perants. he also worried me a lot. . I was so depressed, that moment, when a person thinking about the death, the feeling is hard to describ.

 

ending: I made a phone call to the ph.D who is supervise me, she said the concentration is not high enough to kill a person if the liquid I tough is the toxic liquid. I m so glad that I can still alive. and I know how hard for a person to survive and do the things he or she really like.

therefore, for you, cherish your life as much as possible. it could be taken away at any moment.